While I was writing my last post about conflicting feelings, wanting to be on stage full of energy and also focusing on gently nurturing my child, an interview show on WNYC featured Alex Cohen and Jennifer Barbee, talking their new book Down and Derby, Insiders Guide to Roller Derby and I suddenly remembered Nikki Appino’s 2000 show Rain City Rollers and how I had wanted to be in it when I lived in Seattle because I’d be able to use the slaps and falls I’d learned at Clown College. However I was 8 months pregnant at the time of the production. So, never mind.