So Flattered

I am always so flattered by what the working-artist babysitters have to say about my train wreck of an apartment.  They say things like “it’s a grown up apartment”  “a functioning home” and “Pillows!  I aspire to pillows!”  while I am unfortunately preoccupied with thoughts of; Why do we rent a floor through when this friend and that friend own whole brownstones? There is a galley kitchen in my living room which is also my dining room which is also the playroom.  The couch in front of the only TV is our guest bedroom.  I wish I had a washer-dryer, &/or a deck,  &/or a second floor, &/or a foyer, &/or coat closet &/or a linen closet…

And yet…

OMG!

WE LIVE IN NEW YORK CITY!